le sigh

Ok so tonight I must vent.....I really want a boyfriend....not just a boyfriend, but a life partner (but we will start with boyfriend for right now LOL). I am so frustrated....its been so long that I've gone without companionship that I just don't know what to do anymore.

There is so much I want from this person. I want to travel. I want to do things, the simple things in life, like go out to dinner, cuddle up and watch a movie, or just do the dishes. I don't know what to do to obtain that. I keep saying that God is just making me wait and I'm trying to be patient, but come on! Its been so long. In the last three years I've only "dated" two guys. One was Jayson who lived effin 22+ hours away and the other was Craig who has no emotional (or physical) availability. Can I just catch a break? Every night I dream in hopes of manifesting the perfect man for me but alas, I still wait....

I hope that one day, my prince will come.....*le sigh*

I messed up....

Yesterday was such an exhausting day! I totally forgot to post! I spent part of the day at a XC meet, the other part sleeping and the latter part shopping at Wally World! Now Kammy is standing here saying "aw man, I dropped my tooth brush!" LOL I think her record is stuck! My mom said that I need to record it and put it on Youtube....it would be my luck no one would view it and all I'd be doing is wasting time! Anyway, I will continue this blog post later once is a little more quiet around the house.

So Its Day 4....

And this shit is getting hard already! LOL I think its because this has been a really long hard week and the rain is making me sleepy! I went and spoke to my principal today....he just shook his head. I told him how after this bitch cussed me out, she apparently decided to buy me a muffin and put it on my desk with a note saying she apologized....um....Imma go with a 'no bitch, I don't forgive you". Like seriously? Its not like this was a one time deal....it happens all the time. Its like an abusive husband sending flowers to the wife he beat up the night before.....nothing but white noise.....I just can't.....then I finally got an interview with another place....not sure how I feel about that because I really like the kids (so far) I just hate everything else! LOL

Anyway, I am about to turn in...the tornado continues tomorrow.

Grrrrrrrrrr

So this day has sucked from beginning to end....honestly I am so angry with my co worker right now that I don't even think I have the gumption to form the words that sum up how I feel. All I can say is that she is such a narcissistic spoiled brat and because of this, she thinks she can say and do whatever she wants because my principal is such a soft touch and he doesn't want to get anyone in trouble. Little does he know that its only giving her permission to do it over and over. So tomorrow I am going to my principal, and expressly telling him that either he transfer me or do something to her because I am NOT going through another school year like the last. This bitch thinks that her shit doesn't stink...little does she know, no one likes her ass.....

ugh ugh ugh.....I will continue this tomorrow.....

The single parent's guide to not losing your mind

Some often wonder how I don't totally lose my mind! The answer is simple, the morning commute!

Now I absolutely hate the distance and time it takes me to get to work every day but what I do love about it is that this is the one and only time I have peace. I can enjoy a quiet cup of coffee without having a two year old say "mommy I want latte", I can nibble on the breakfast of my choice without having to being selfless while giving nibbles to little hands reaching through the back of the chair. I can watch sun come up over the horizon as I turn on some feel good music and sing to my hearts content. This is by far the most relaxing part of my day.

I'm sure that even if you are not a single parent, you can appreciate the little things you have to yourself. The morning commute is definitely one of them!

So this is my life

So I've decided to challenge myself. I've decided to write a blog over the next 365. I have entitled it the tornado which is known of my life. If you know me, you already know that I spend the majority of my day running around like a crazy person. For those of you that don't know me, the best description I can give is a rolling tornado.
I am a single mother of three girls, divorced for the last year and living at home with my mother. By day I am a middle school teacher, and by night and weekend I am a track mom. I literally spend every waking moment of the day around children.
I am challenging myself to do this blog for several reasons. Besides being a cathartic release, I am writing to help others (particularly single moms) realize that they aren't the only ones going through the daily hum drum and barely escaping with all of their mental faculties.
Some of my blog posts will be funny, some will be random and others will be angry, sad and down right crazy. I hope that you will choose to subscribe and take this 365 day adventure with me!
So welcome...its gonna be a bumpy ride!